well, there isn't too much going on. last weekend was pretty fun, i did a lot of drinking and hung out with my friends a lot. this weekend, will hopefully be the same. at first, i wanted to go to muskegon, but now i've decided not to go. i dunno why, really. i really don't ever want to go back to that town...
muskegon ruined my life. even though i had a lot of fun and did a bunch of stuff i'll never forget, it robbed me of my innocence and my money. i've been a broke ass for a while now and it's bugging the hell outta me. i do have a whole pay check to myself right now, but still, i want more. i had the chance to get a job that pays me like twice as much as what i'm making right now, but my parents were like telling me i wouldn't like it and "blah blah blah" that kinda stuff. i was like, fuck it, the money would be EXTREMELY GOOD. then i had to listen to them lecture on and on, when finally i was like, fuck it again, i don't care anymore... i'll be a broke ass nigg.
my parents confuse the hell out of me. one day they're all happy and love me and the next day they're pissy and they hate me. i'll never win. plus, i'm dreading this trip to florida, god knows what will happen and how they'll blame some type of catastrophe on me. i always seem to get blamed for something or cause some sort of problem in their eyes. hell, if it were up to me, they should just leave me alone and don't involve me in any of their bullshit. just let me go to the bars in florida and enjoy myself, this is my vacation too, you know. everytime i talk about going to a bar, they lecture me about alcoholism and where drinking got me the last time (in jail).
i think my parents just like to bitch. i'm 21, let me live my life... but then again, the moment i say that, they'll be like, live your life out of our house. i'd love to do that, but financially that's impossible. not when i'm making $265 a week and enjoy drinking beer, buying clothes, etc.
it sucks here. i'm 21 and i cannot even drink around my parents or even talk about going to the bar with friends or say that i wanna go out and party. fucking it's legal for me, yet in my parents opinion, it's illegal. fuck that. i plan on getting drunk in spite of all the bullshit they give me and having a good time. it's a celebration, bitches!
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